Return

Alright, I'm starting this blog back up as well. I started writing again for my So Close blog on August 15, but didn't have as great a desire to start writing again for this one until, well, just now.

Not a lot has happened since July 20... ok, so that's sort of a lie. But I'm not about to go into details. Let's just say I'm glad to be back at Central Christian College of the Bible and can't wait for classes to start tomorrow!

On another note, while I'm elated to be back at Central, I sense something different in regards to quite a few aspects of school. I can't quite put my finger on any of them, though - of course, right? Yes, of course. I don't know, it just feels... off. Well, I do know that one of the biggest things that's bothering me is a couple of friendships (although one in particular) that seem as if they've eroded over the summer. I just don't think things are going to be the same as last year, which I'm pretty bummed about.

So to whom it may concern: I miss you. I haven't seen you since school let out. We didn't even get to say good-bye. And now you're right here. But I miss you more than ever.

Now that I've got that out of my system, let's move on, shall we? I don't know where to go next, though. Hm. That's kind of how I feel about life in general right now. I'm in the here and now, and not really thinking about the future. This is mostly because I don't know anything about what the future holds for me. Which I've come to accept, finally. It's just that I'm having a hard time embracing the fact. Hopefully that makes sense. I don't know where to go next with my life and I don't know exactly which stepping stone to place my foot upon in my walk with God. There are so many to choose from! That's all.

I have a lot going through my mind right now. A million thoughts racing around at a million miles an hour, you know? Typical. Anyway, I'm glad I've decided to start writing blog posts again. It feels good. : )