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Back and forth, back and forth.

I am so tired of not knowing what to do.
Or even think, practically.

Or feel.

I understand it's all part of being human.
And for most, this could be considered complicated.
Difficult.
Challenging.
That would be just fine with me.
The only thing is... this isn't complicated.
This isn't difficult.
Not for me, anyway.

It's just... confusing.

And I don't like that.
I appreciate clarity.
I feel like I've looked at this from all angles.
All facets have been observed, analyzed, and reviewed.
Multiple times, even.

Yet I can't seem to figure it out.
And I most certainly can't decide what I want to do.
Big surprise.