Scream

I am annoyed.
Irritated.
Frustrated.

I am sad.
Upset.
Disappointed.

And I am MAD.

For the first time since... I don't know when.

I mean, I can honestly say that I do not know the last time that I felt truly mad at or about someone/something. I think that people overuse that word because they do not know how to truly convey what they are feeling. It is easy to say you are mad, even when you are not... especially because it more often than not puts distance between yourself and others, which is usually a good thing when you are mad. At least that's what I desire when I experience such intense feelings.

Anyway.
Watch out, world.
I have no idea how long this will last or what will happen.
I think I will just let it run its course. I have no desire to try and make it just go away. I don't want to fully control it. I want to experience it. It's part of being human and I want to learn from these types of things.