Yella!

I am so complacent right now.
I like where I am in life.
Yet at the same time, I feel so complaisant.
To go out and do.
Do something.
Do anything.
Whatever needs to be done.
Help.
Long-term, I mean.
But I know I have to wait.
I have to learn.
Mature.
Grow.
Yet I can't help but think, 'Let's go! Now.'

['Yella!' means "Let's go!" in Arabic.]